CONFIDENCE IN UNIQUENESS : A freewrite

My brown eye was the reason I lived a lonely life why I was in high school. Every one has one abusive word to say concerning my eye some compared me to some wicked fiery some has tales about it which makes them sperate themselves from me. As much has I love to talk and relate with everyone that comes my way I was been treated like an outcast by them and these made my mind strong and deviant , so I promise myself to give a just recompense to every word and action although none of there talks moved me, but desire to become a terror to them by using the same brown eye to scare them by whining my eyeballs in an unusual way that makes some cry. And anytime I do this I get an inner satisfaction. I was been reported several times but it didn't change anything. I came to school alone, sit all by myself and walk back home alone , I don't have a visiting friend and honestly I was so cool with it. My mum was my driving force she gave me energy through her words and it makes me so confident in myself. Despite the physical threats none was able to bully me. Aside from it (my brown eye) stopping me from having friends it also has a way of calling people's attention. Whenever I enter a congregation my eye as mostly being the first thing to be noticed and it's gives a waooh reactions like "she has a brown eyes", "what a unique being" ,"your eyes are beautiful" etc. While it's the beginning of questions by some.
An entry into @ mariannewest everyday free write.