9/20/22

Nobody reads these, but for what it's worth I do really love Hive. I'm just brutally honest on this blockchain. The good the bad the ugly of me. Nowhere near a perfect person, or a saint, or whatever. Hive is still the GOAT. I'm just a mentally immature person, a lot.

My week long panic attack has subsided and I'm glad I'm doing better. I must stop torturing myself. Holy shit.

I'm glad Hive is here man. Always takes the edge off in the end whether it be financially or just having the ability to be mildly social, creative, and therapeutic or whatever.

Ugh. Haven't been active here because of my issues, or whatever.

I got food. I have this place. I have goals and hopefully a better attitude. Yeah. Like I haven't said that about a BILLION times.

But hell. I'm just grateful for what I have. I've been there for my son like super there for him. Now I gotta be there for him by living for him.

Ugh. So tired of being a loser and a bad person lol. I don't know. Just living I guess.

Watched Patrice O'Neal seriously for the first time. Can't believe I never took the time to actually listen to this dude. So amazing.

Hive on folks.