My Reality



How does it feel to break a heart? Cause I think I have done that more than necessary. Or how does it feel to snatch something from someone else? Cause if care isn't taken, someone might end up in tears😂🤣
Oh, wait! This isn't personal. It was supposed to be fictional but along the line, I felt I needed to make this a fake reality if there is anything of such.

I've been a really good girl from birth🤪 so I believe. I don't want what is yours and I don't take pleasure in snatching things from people.
Inasmuch as we are humans with blood running through our veins, I believe I know how it feels to be hurt or stepped on.
I don't like inflicting pain on others consciously. It could be understood if it's not intentional but a conscious act is not something I can be very proud of especially if it leaves the other person in tears and anguish.

I told a few persons that except I don't want something or I am not really into something, I don't think there are any means I can't use or try to get that thing.
I don't like lame challenges that only need one to prove a point.
When there really isn't any need for all of those.
If I truly need something or I want something, at all cost, I will go for it.
Most of the things I gave up aren't because I didn't or never desired them but perhaps I didn't actually need them.
It's not very easy to give up something you are in die need of, no that's not a very easy thing to do except you are the second Messiah which I believe you aren't 🤷🏻‍♀️

But what happens this time? I think I am not willing to give up this one and even though it may seem like I don't really need it, I don't think I can either let go.
I am done playing the good girl part, maybe I am switching scenes this time but definitely not giving way this time around. I don't have to want it or need it to keep. Desiring it, is enough reason for me.
So my apologies to everyone out there that may become a victim, I don't mean to break another heart but this is me being real😁


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             17 November 2021