All I Want

I could literary feel your heart beating very fast from here Alison.
Tell me are you okay? Don't be scared, I wouldn't harm you.
Trust me this one time, will you? I can't do anything to hurt you or mar our friendship.
I truly care about you and I cherish our friendship.
I know you might not believe me Alison but you mean so much to me and I really like you a lot and I can't even deny it.
I am not asking you for anything other than to trust me and accept my hand of friendship. I will be the happiest person if you could just give me a chance to become one of your closest friends or among your best of friends.

Well, I can't say for sure if the things you say to me are genuine or not and I can't also deny the fact that I enjoy your company very much. I want to accept you as my friend and a close one at that, but I am also afraid of letting my guards down. What if I end up liking you other than just a friend? What if I don't even want that to happen but I also cannot stop it from happening? The chances that we will stay friends without things heating up along the line is very slim and I can't risk it, I just can't.
But come to think of it, I really would love to give this a try, I wanna be friends with you too as much as you wanna be friends with me.
I know we have already vibe together and communicated more than necessary but could you still give me more time to think this over?
I wanna be sure of what I am doing and be convinced with my decision.
I don't wish to make mistakes and I can't risk the chances being with you. I do hope you understand me Dennis.

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              8 November 2021