A Hail of Thoughts. Hive savings. My Actifit Report Card: May 25 2023
Sometimes it becomes crystal clear what has always been at my fingertips. It was always there, and still there was no understanding. It happens more and more often when I've had to cross out another day because of a failure. To allow myself everything I denied myself. To leave everything unfinished for tomorrow and come to my own precipice again.
But instead, I just stopped and watched what was going on inside.
Sometimes you can yell at the edge of a cliff, if you're not going to throw it all over the cliff.
But to watch and keep doing it. You have to watch for as long as it takes. After all, then only the most important things will remain to be done. The obvious things will come on their own and push the unnecessary to the very edge of the cliff. This very moment flies off the fingertips into the air around and draws, builds, creates and shows everything as simply and clearly as possible.
The moment of truth.
Many factors came together today. One of them was the transfer of tokens to someone else's account. I made a mistake by 1 extra character. Hive's response was long and it's unclear what was slowing it down. My laptop or Hive. It didn't really matter. Minus $23, 20 minutes of thought and observation and the idea for a new post is ready.
Then a hail of thoughts while meditating on the go. It was like I was thrown back into this dimension after months of absence. Apparently I needed these journeys through other worlds to appreciate this world again, where I had learned to live in harmony with my rejection. Rejection of anything.
Conscious limitation in tandem with observing one's shadow makes this world unrecognizable again...
All that remains is not to forget it tomorrow.
Or any next time I reach for the emotions that jump into that abyss of darkness of addiction or emptiness...
Hive savings report
I will continue to play the game in the numbers of my achievements on Hive. Below is a table of my daily accumulation of Hive, HP, and layer 2 tokens:
My Hive-Engine and Tribaldex are still refusing to be friends with me today. I hope it's just an update or temporary difficulties. It's even a little unaccustomed that something inside Hive doesn't work for so long).
Well today HIVE at 34 cents and I have once again stocked up on all the liquidity from the posts. Being able to get a 50% payout in HBD can sometimes help us accumulate more. After all, we're all here trying to get more HP. This may turn out to be the best time right now. And certainly HIVE to be above the dollar again.
For now ⬇️
Savings today is $1183.
Hive On! Hive Five! Stay ALIVE!
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