RE: The Evasion Game

The thing is, I don't really think I'm this way simply because I just want to avoid responsibilities. You should know that there are certain people who prefer to work behind the scene, people who would choose being the kingmaker, rather than the king himself.

And while I do enjoy being in the spotlight every now and then, I've come to realize that I don't always want to be in it, which is what will happen if I do accept the position.

I still offer my assistance every now and then, I do still have a role at the hostel (just not one as powerful as the one that was initially offered to me) and I enjoy this role...which to me is the most important thing in this case. I believe that as long as I enjoy what I do, I will keep on giving it my best, especially in a situation like this where I'm not even being paid.

But then again, I do see your points and I agree with some of it. I get how me saying no could be seen as a weakness even though it's not.