Peace and Light

They say never to promise anyone anything when you're extremely happy and when you're very angry, because in those times you're mostly being controlled by your emotions. Well, with the way I felt yesterday, I've come to realize that depression should be included in there somewhere, do not say certain things to people when you're depressed, there is a good chance that you might regret whatever you might have said when you're back to your normal self.

If you guys read my blog yesterday then you guys already know that yesterday wasn't one of my best days, luckily for me, some good food and a good night did do the trick for me and I had woken up this morning feeling a lot better than I felt the previous day.

I try not to bring those kind of topics here because I do want this place to be sort of like a happy space where people come to laugh and have a good time, but sometimes our emotions gets the better of us and you're forced to just say something either to someone face to face, or online like I did last night.

The crazy thing was that before I brought the whole thing here, I did try to talk to someone close to me. I had told them that I wasn't in a right place mentally, unfortunately before I could elaborate, they had reminded me that I wasn't the only one with problems and that everyone is dealing with something in their own way, which very much was true, so I had shut up and just decided to bring it here where people might or might not read it. Luckily for me, you guys did read it and some of you even offered solutions that might help and I'm very grateful for that.

The good news is that I didn't allow what that person had said to me to make the whole thing more worse, I took it like a champ and now I know not to go to them when ever I feel this way again, I either look for a way to solve it myself and get myself back on my feet or I bring it here, where I'm sure you guys will be willing to help.

I guess at the end of the day, all I want to say is thank you because it turned out that one of the things I needed the most was to talk to someone, and having to share the way I felt yesterday out here gave me some sort of relief, one that I didn't know I needed so badly.

So from me to all of you, thank you.

_{I couldn't find a picture of me smiling, so this will have to do 😂.}