Living a Fun-Filled Life
Something that doesn't happen often happened today. I took a moment to look at my life and kinda had a reflective thought on everything happening in my life right now. This isn't one of those appreciation post, even though I'm always grateful to God and everyone who has supported me this far.
But you see, I live a really boring life. A life so boring that my friends can literally predict to a stranger everything I would do the next day and he would be so on point. Its almost as if it is programmed. Wake up in the morning, take my bath, eat, go to school, get back, eat, stay indoors till its the next day, then repeat.
Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm miserable or anything like that, I don't have a problem with the way I currently live but truth be told, now that I think about all of it, I think not having a problem with the way I live, is the problem.
I'm a young man in my twenties with all the freedom in the world and yet I choose to be indoors all day long when I should be out there with friends having the best time of my life and creating memories.
Speaking of friends, the few ones I have are also no fun. I guess we attract the same kind of people that we are to ourselves, because my friends are literally the same as me and I really want to change that. I want to have at least one friend that is different from the rest, one friend that forces me to go out while the rest just want to be indoors and play video games, one friend that is all about fun.
And maybe when I do get that one friend, he might end up becoming my best friend because I've got none at the moment. I don't know if it's a masculine thing or a trust thing, but I've got no best friend. I feel maybe it's because to make someone your best friend, it has to be someone you can trust with your life.
Unfortunately, I happen to be a very observant human being and every one of my friends had unknowingly at one point of our friendship, shown me that they all can't be trusted entirely. So even though they don't know it, I never fully let my guard down when I'm around them, hence me not having a best friend.
But hey, this might actually just be me being paranoid and my friends are doing nothing wrong or suspicious. I just really want to get out there more, meet more people, laugh and have fun and just enjoy life because, why not?