HOPE IN THE SHADOW

"If you are Halal for me,
Of course I will leave my shoulder
as a place for you to lean on.
As long as you want...

  "If only you were Halal for me,

Of course I will hug you tightly.
And I will not let tiredness settle on you.
If you are Halal for me,
Of course I will accompany every step you take.
And I won't let you walk alone.

     " However,,

If I really love you because of Him,
Surely I would never be willing if you were stained,
Even by my touch which is not yet lawful.
And, about you….
I never pray istiqarah,
Instead I pray,
Because you are not an option,
But my goal...

  " So…

Let me be
steadfast longing,
Who loves you in tears
To miss you in the cool of Prayer.
I hope this is my wish
Soon it will turn into a happy reality,
Not only for me, but also for you...