How It Ends - Spectrum Of Regrets

It really took a lot of courage to get up and type this down. At first it felt like I wasn't getting the right inspiration flowing, then on second thought, I figured I was only restraining myself from it, because, I did at some point wonder why ever should I care? Or why ever did I even think of it?

I recommend you watch this movie; "HOW IT ENDS" it focuses on a range of regrets of a youth, it's dramatic, quite entertaining.

Question ; How complicated does your life seem? Does everything suck?

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I feel like at some point in everyone's life, we get faced up with a series of regrets, a time where you could literally sit and not understand what the heck is going on with your life any more. How it ends kinda told this same story, regrets are something with quite a wide spectrum, it could keep going and going, it's almost like never ending.

I obviously wouldn't wanna go talking too much about life because most times, it feels like a boring topic. Everyone literally has had a test of it, so definitely we all are conversant with how things go round in circles. I recall one of my high school regrets, it had to do with vandalism, well, technically I did nothing, but who could ever believe you?

It was a certain day which started off all nice, as classmates, we agreed upon a gathering to study, on a norm, this is something I wouldn't partake in, but whatever gets you outta of house on a Saturday was a "go for it" kinda shit. So, a few of us came out, we noticed we were too small in number to have fun so we decided to hit the road in search of others. Leaving all our things in school, well, mostly me, I practically left all of my belongings at the school environment. Of course, of all days, the weather chose Saturday to be fucked up, so it began to pour down blessings and curses, haha. We had to retrace our steps back to the school. Funny enough, getting back there, the gate had been shot close, we knocked and banged on this shit but the silly gateman in there practically ignored the whole thing.

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How ever should I return home without all my belongings, obviously aunt was gonna kill me, because, where the heck did I move to leaving them? I had to jump into the premises. Well, I successfully dashed in, got my things and dashed out. Coming back to school on Monday, it seems I was seen, but some other of my classmates took my blame, actually, they were the ones being seen while standing at the lookout. Long story cut short, it resulted in us being called out for vandalism of school property and a punishment following suit for criminal act. Well, hypothetically, the school swings were damaged and we were blamed for it, that almost tarnished my reputation. I was asked to bring my parents, which I refused because I'd be crucified by both parties, and it almost restricted me from writing my exams. My regrets right there were leaving the school premises without my stuff, or even leaving the house on such a messed up day.

The list continues, most people have relationship regrets, some have business regrets, bad investments choices creating nuisances in one's head, it's a whole spectrum of madness. It's kinda like the worst thing ever, because once a person starts regretting his actions, he/she gets drawn into a portal of thinking, especially when it's something that could have been easily avoided. This is actually how life goes round, there's always a spectrum or range of things that happen which we don't end up loving, it gets on us making us regretful of them even when most weren't really a result based on our fault but a default. However, regrets are only but a likening of tattoos, it could either be a scar or flipped into a work of art.