What to Do?

Simple, continue the work!

It's too hard to motivate yourself, to suddenly forget about the difficult situation, wipe the tears, build up courage and keep walking. This is very complicated for me.

Usually when something bad happens to me, or I suffer a disappointment or when nothing goes the way I expected, the first reaction is to absorb all this negative charge and become "paralyzed". I stay still, silent, "grilling over all the pain" and that sucks.

It really feels like a "knot in the throat" and I really feel bad.

But there comes a time when you have to make a decision. We can't waste time thinking about what happened, about those who betrayed us, took away our peace, about the things we lack, the bills to pay... action is needed to "turn this game around".

Here it is necessary to take the first step, here it is necessary to get up.

I'm trying to do this. I've been going through a very difficult time in my life lately, but I know that me, and only me, can change this situation. With God's help, everything will pass for sure.