Il mio Report Actifit: Settembre 3 2023

THE WORLD NEAR ME (Jiashan)

because the world is what you can see with your eyes

Hello everyone,

Rainy day today too. so no running. I walked most of the day to train.

The temperature is pleasant.

In the evening I went to the shopping centre. I like being among people. there are many colors and music.

It feels like being on a ride. everything seems bigger and brighter.

But maybe I'm the one who sees it this way and it's actually normal.

This weekend is also coming to an end. September 27th is approaching silently.

That day I will return to Italy. they offered me a job here.

I think I will accept.

it says Chong en bridge

It's not easy to leave everything behind and leave. no, the future is scary.

But I knew it would be like this. It's not the first time I've left everything behind and left to start again.

Maybe it's my nature.

Maybe it's my destiny.

What I know is that I am aware that the time we have on this planet is short.

I'm not afraid of the future. a routine life is much more scary.

it says Chongxian bridge

I want to live, I want to discover.

I'm not afraid of getting hurt. living in a prison hurts much more.

it says Zonde bridge

Pretending to be happy with a life that isn't what we want is terrible.

I've met many people like that. she was like that too. I showed her a different world.

I hope she chose freedom and didn't go back to the prison I let her out of. this would be the biggest defeat.

it says I miss you

Today I was sitting on a bench and some children arrived with bikes.

They were curious because they saw me as different.

One of them had a watch that translated from Chinese to English.

He asked me some questions.

The question that struck me most of all was the one I didn't expect.

Before leaving he asked me:

"What do you think about Japan releasing radioactive water into the sea?"

I replied that it's bad.

I wondered how such a young child knows this.

He probably heard it at home from his parents and he repeats it without understanding.

Or maybe.

But he doesn't understand what future we are leaving for him.

If he understood, he would have asked me

Why are you doing this to us?

What fault do we have?

We didn't ask you to parent the world, selfish bastards.

I would have apologized to him, because it's my fault too.

But here I learned the hard way that apologizing is useless.

When things break, they can no longer be fixed. so it's right to stay silent.

I am alive and I am still here

-Gidien-

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