9/28/21 - I'm an idiot

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Damn. I am so utterly disappointed, pretty much disgusted with myself.

Maybe I'm overreacting, but I don't know if I am.

I'm a bit short on rent, like twenty bucks. Maybe a little less.

There's really nothing worse than worrying about money. I hate this.

I will probably try to sell some silver. I impulsively applied for a loan just now, just so I can be a bit ahead of the game.

Very dumb, but I know I can pay it off. I don't know.

I've never sold silver before, and well I hope it's easy. I don't see why it would be difficult, but knowing my luck it will absolutely be difficult.

I know it may seem like a small issue to some, but personally I am just disgusted with myself.

Figure I can always just say no to the loan, like decline my attempt. My bank's website said they will call me on their business hours to discuss the loan yada yada yada.

I kinda just wanna barf.

It's not a huge deal I guess. But I just hate this feeling, so much.

I suppose there's a friend I could ask for twenty bucks, but man I don't have to many friends to begin with. Let alone me hitting them up for money, that's a bad look I guess.

My brain is pudding. I am just gonna try to crash somehow.



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