9/13/22

What I want is right in front of me. It's simply up to me to take it. I've got a take it. Can't be shy. My boy counts on me. I'm too old for just crossing my fingers, and wishing. I can taste it. I need to be and act like I have it, be and act like a pro.

A new wave of motivation found me yesterday and I love how that feels. Time seriously moves different when you have a goal your actively trying to get to.

I am exhausted sometimes, but I'd rather be exhausted doing something I want, rather than be exhausted doing something I don't.

No time for cuteness. No time for feeling sorry. No time for thinking about the past. I only have time for doing what I need to do.

Reading sports magazines, entertainment magazines, newspapers books as a kid, I knew I always wanted to be a part of these things.

I e-mailed my favorite author Darren Shan as a kid, and I remember him telling me he likes my ambition. I remember he said in one of his writing tips blogs, that to be a successful writer and/or to improve your writing, you must be up for days, must go through a struggle and just live in the trenches before getting to where you want to be.

That might not sound graceful or appealing to some, but that is just facts and honesty. I am doing what I gotta. Hive on folks!