6/11/22

Work ended shorter today because my co-worker had to leave early, so that was not too bad. I came home and I watched the UFC fights and made a post about them.

I'm struggling but not too badly. I'm working, working here, and being a dad. Keeping it simple and just doing it.

My job is not too hard, I am trying to push myself here and I love being a dad. There's a lot of things I've messed up in life, I guess, but in this moment, life is not a total disaster. I mean the economy irks me, and certain political happenings can irk me, but I have my own daily missions and goals to worry about.

Work is giving me more hours and stuff, so rent should be good by itself there. Sucks Hive has been struggling and everything, but all I know is to keep writing.

I really wanna find time to read some books too. I still want to have an epically large library one day. Pretty big anyway LOL.

I realize yesterday the town I spoke about wasn't fully ever a legit town to begin with, but still the idea still kinda remains the same. I live in a crummy town, would love to revive it somehow one day.

Right now I am watching documentaries about prisons and similar things, and some of these facilities just seem like my own childhood when I was punished LOL. I used to really hate those days of my life man. I was also a little douchebag, but I also had it hard sometimes I guess. Nevertheless I am obviously being dramatic and also, I am learning to sort of embrace the positives of my 'tougher' days of my childhood. Some of these aspects may have led to some depression and some other mental challenges to get through and I'm probably always gonna be working through them to an extent. BUT my childhood must not have been that bad, or I'd be in jail or dead, or something similar by now, right? LOL.

I don't know man, I should be sleeping. HA. But I just enjoy rambling here at times.

I've probably said so many cringey embarrassing things here. 'The internet is forever' fuckin, oh well LOL.

Here's some cool pics I took. Cool-ish at least LOL.

By the way, Ron Rivera is a DUMMY WEIRDO for fining his own coach for SPEAKING his own opinion comparing BLM to the January 6th crap. YOOOOOOOOO is America becoming a bunch of commies? SHEEEEEEESH.

Why can't people be butthurt, and just suffer? We gotta like bubble wrap and vaccinate and sanitize EVERYTHING nowadays my lawd. People have opinions, bro. I dislike a lot of extreme libs opinions, but my word. I don't have all the answers, but man this crap irks me.

Hive on folks.