6/10/22
Spent my day off quite alone, like usual. I did a bit too much sleeping, but I did some writing too. I wish I had done more, but I am staying steady!! I always wish I had done more, really LOL. Also, I am off Sunday, so that just means I can continue writing pretty much later tonight.
I spent a little too much money on food and things, but I was mostly smart. Paid a little ahead on my phone and wifi bills.
I am always stressed, but I'm ok enough.
I'm watching this surprisingly fantastic mini documentary about this random town in West Virginia and it's so interesting yet depressing. I so wish I had the money and power to like, fix a town like this, somehow.
I know money won't fix it, but I'd love to like somehow create more industry or like just improve lives of the people there, somehow. I know a lot of politicians love sending money around the world and love to try and fix other countries' problems, but America has a lot of problems too. If America is supposed to be a place that people can have a better life, the citizens in the country should actually have a good life. Does that make sense? It does to me LOL.
It just sucks to see America struggle I guess.
Maybe one day, crypto can help the country, and the world.
If I were wealthy, I'd love to meet people that can build things and like invest in them. Or go to school and learn the trade myself.
I don't know what I'm going on about. I just wish I could like, fix the country sometimes.
As much as I get depressed sometimes I get filled with like ambition and optimism. I think America and my generation have a lot of potential, and I think America can have a great future.
I think I'm just tired LOL.
I just wanna give people hope, even though sometimes even I struggle with feeling hope. I don't know.
Maybe one day with crypto I can travel and like, help people that I meet. I don't know.
I hope I see my son soon. Ughhhhhhhhh.
Hive on folks.