4/11/24

Been awhile since a ramble and so yeah, just gonna ramble. Can't believe I did this daily for a long time. Well, I can believe it but. It's been nice NOT doing these daily. Not sure why. Probably just really over did it there.

Life's been actually semi-ok. Just been working a bunch, being a dad a bunch. Life at this point, and at the age I'm at, just seems like a blur and I'm just literally doing the best I can to improve. Time slips away and away and all I can do is control what I can control and try. Overthinking has gotten me pretty much nowhere and time is just slipping by. Just determined because I feel I have no choice than to be determined. Not being determined feels awful and it will just lead to dumb, bad results.

Now, whether this profound determination is leading to actual results or not is another question entirely but I feel like I'm making progress and I'll just go with that.

I've been doing Uber Eats here and there to make some money so that's been a nice thing, I guess.

Took my son to a baseball game today, and that was very fun. I think he actually really enjoyed himself. I felt like he made some great memories. I absolutely want to go again with him several times this season. Man, if I think about it too much I get sorta emotional. Baseball is a fantastic sport and getting to just sit in the atmosphere with my son felt just, magical.

There's probably a ton I want to say but, yeah. Life's been lifing and I'm still kicking. I hope in a year's time, life is dramatically improved. Hive on folks.