1/2/25

I am exhausted. Not one thing in particular has me exhausted but, just a ton of little things. I need a car man.

Money is tight as I begin the year but I am still determined to get moving. I spend too much time preparing sometimes. But I am learning balance. I credit chess for that. The power of balance is big. Mixed with the occasional confidence to go 'all in' I guess, but even then there's balance to that! Can't just double down ALL the time. I am speaking of money management essentially, and Hive and crypto etc. I also credit Hive for my hopefully improving ability in general to be smarter with money.

But yeah. I'm feeling proper meh right now, but I'm used to that and also, who cares how I feel! Time doesn't care, money doesn't care. I do trust that God cares though and that's really all I should probably keep in mind. I have started to read the Bible but not nearly as much as I should. I will try to do so right when I wake up.

But yeah. I am feeling meh, but not a bad meh. More of an acceptance meh. Acceptance in terms of, I must get to WORK. I shouldn't even see work as meh, I am grateful to have tasks.

I spent the day laying out some decent groundwork. I've been blogging for long enough, I think I have a pretty clear enough gameplan.

I'm alive, money is not an insane worry right now, but I must must must keep pushing. Hive on folks.