12/27/22

So yeah. Work started back up again and MAN was I miserable. Just really getting old and boring and stuff. At least when I'm there I know I'm doing the right thing and making some money. Only thing keeping me there at this point. Might have to seriously consider getting my I.D. a lot sooner than I was going to initially. Brother in law suggested that I look for a job at Best Buy since I'm into technology and stuff. Not a terrible idea.

But yeah. Getting ready for bed here. My son loves Charlie the hamster. I think the hamster is starting to like me. I pet it's head often here and there and today I'm pretty certain it was starting to fall asleep! Probably will pet it again before bedtime LOL. Interesting and cool to see that it's starting to get more comfortable.

Miss my son a lot. Ugh. Gonna see family and man while it's fun, it's also just stressful man. Family is weird. Gonna show face be nice and say Happy New Year.

But yeah man. I've been absolutely miserable at work. Found some caffeine though and will be going to sleep a bit earlier. Maybe that will help my mindset. I don't know anymore.

Life is just a blur. I'm just existing at this point. Wish so many things were different.

Pretty sure I'm forgetting something but yeah. Just gonna eat some cereal, mess about and crash.

Wish ecency points would actually work reliably. It boosts my posts like half the time I try. Ugh.