I'm so sorry !!!

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I've been sitting here scribbling on the same paper for almost six hours now. What's really happening to me, am I loosing control of myself? Why isn't it as clear as it used to be!!

This longing deep inside of me, all the passion and all the pain I feel. I thought I was going to die without her, couldn't breathe, no sleep, couldn't eat. I thought my world was going to end.

But here she is, staring me right in the face and yet I still feel hopeless and as powerless as I used to feel, or maybe even worse. What's wrong with me!!!, I've always dreamt about this moment for so long.

I've always longed for a time when I'll hold my guitar in my hand and rock her like I've never before. Run my hands through her body slowly and rhythmically, dancing to beautiful melodies and bringing out the best of amazing music.

Now, she's just lying there staring at me, begging for me to love her, oh my guitar, I never meant for things to be this way. I never meant to leave you lonely.

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